im actually sobbing. what an inspiring story. everyone should watch this.

quite literally just sent him a text that said “i fucked you senseless, i loved you deeply, i kissed you softly, i listened carefully, and i spoke kindly. you took me for granted then, youre gonna do the same thing now. im not holding my breath for you anymore. come around or dont.”


ill just sit here and die waiting for the response if thats alright with everyone. 

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avacado lovin’

People like you don’t like people like me

on the outside:


on the inside:

best.song.ever.

when the rain is blowing in your face


and the whole world is on your case

i could offer you a warm embrace


To make you feel my love.

according to facebook,
three couples broke up this weekend.
when asked if i care, id say no.
but my comments would be

The first couple, its about time. You’re both in my third period and im sick of her voice and im pretty annoyed with how cocky he is.

The second couple, based off of the comments she leaves on his status, he clearly broke up with her. he was too cute for her anyways. i mean, she is REALLY pretty, but there is something SO unattractive about girls who are used.

The third couple, i wish he would just drop out or transfer already. pretty sick of seeing his face and i never really understood what she saw in him. but umm they “love” eachother. so whatever. theyll probably get back together tomorrow or atleast by kingsball (backwards) which is saturday.


anyways, like i said, I DONT CARE.
but if youre gonna put it on facebook, im gonna look at it.
and then ill think about it.
but not because i care, but because

I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE “LOVE” EACHOTHER “SO MUCH” AND YADDA YADDA YADDA ONLY TO BREAK UP AND GET BACK TOGETHER AND BREAK UP AND GET BACK TOGETHER. THAT ISNT LOVE. I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THATS LOVE.

if thats love, then i never want to be in it ever again.
solitude for lyfe.

i was probably crying really hard right about now.
I had just found out that he cheated on me.
It was so weird cause i had been so incomprehensibly in love
only to be shattered into a million little pieces.
i remember thinking….this must be a joke.
It was my moms birthday (like it is today)
and he blew off going to dinner with us.
i was like…Really? what could you possibly be doing instead?
and he said he didnt feel good.
but he really just went to a rave
and hooked up with who knows how many people.
that was the beginning of his addiction to hardcore drugs.
weed, E, Crack. you name it, hes done it.


So here we are. 2011.
he isnt my boyfriend.
but he isnt a stranger.
im not in love with him,
but i will always love him.
i dont trust him,
but id take his opinion over anybody else’s.
There are times when i wish he was dead
but i know id drop everything in a heartbeat
if he ever needed me.


all of that to say, eff the cliche that people never change.
because He isnt the same guy i fell in love with.
and im not the same girl who fell in love with him.
AND that was only just a year ago.
 

so who are you? who were you? and who are you going to be?